WHAT'S GOING ON?

What's going on?
Can you tell her what's going on?
Self-hatred forcing you only to hate her also--hate life, hate love, love death, love hate.
Dead heart pumping cold blood of torment that the veins of society--your toxic gift to
The world dead on arrival.
Obsessing, Shadowing, Scaring, Harding, Killing a friend.
Demented mind saying it's okay.
A conscious blind at light, a lifeless life, a twisted soul.
Waiting to explode like a dream deferred.

Can you tell her what gives you the right to close the door on her happiness turning her
Dreams into nightmares, leaving her every emotion crying out for help--
Searching for answers unable to be found.
Forcing her to exchange her smiles in return for tears is horrid, so painful, so pointless.
It hurts to remember, and to forget.
Her heart is a blood drenched ulcer devouring her slowly.
So she continues her existence as a mass of boundless pain, but she waits.
She waits as each second opens her eyes to better days--a reunion of undying love.
She will see her angel again, and Love.